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A few more days, and its going to be his birthday.... really wonder what I should get for him... pocket is kinda emptying inside out nowadays..

i'm becoming cynical...

funny that ms peters could tell me that i look more cheerful then ever, despite falling asleep at least once during 99% of her lectures...

why am I so tired?

why are people so tired?...

I'm not exectly as stress or cookoo over work like timothy, but why do i feel like i have a ton of lead over my shoulders?

grr...

sigh...

I can't break free of this holiday thingie i guess, which i feel the is same for timothy too.... both my brothers are having a good time, enjoying their holidays, and that should be the same for tim's siblings too...

this is so unfair... MOE is trying to split up families and disorientate all holiday schedules....

this is crazy..

i'm ranting...

sigh..

I'm going ta have to give a message on Sunday to my youth group... i really think that i'm not up to the task... i'm the least qualified to give such an important message...

why does Eric have to throw the organization of the very first battle our church is going to have to michelle and me?

life is unfair...

Victor has just came home... urgh...
That means Nicholas will transform 180 degrees from one self to a bootlicking other...

disgusting... (repeated for the 3rd time)



so many activities are being held... i can't participate in them...
so many movies are coming out... i can't watch them...
so many friends are staying over... i can't join them...

DOES'NT MOE HAVE ANY EYES IN THE FIRST PLACE??

grrah.... they think they're so smart by trying to shift all the holidays, such that when we guys come out of poly, the first thing that greet our faces will be NS...

whats wrong with the old scheme huh?

MOE : oHh.. so that when the guys come out of poly, they won't waste their time away

waste time my foot lah. you call getting job experience a WASTE of time?

gnnahh...


i'm pissed.

anybody can tell i'm pissed...


sigh
sigh sigh
sigh sigh sigh


i bet they're going to throw a million lawsuits on defametary on me. fine. whatever, i dont have the will to live anywayz..

live is starting to become so dreary and gray...

i better cheer up.

i have somebody who painted a rainbow in my rain
who pushed open the clouds and cut out enough blue to make a sailor a pair of jeans
who made life jus seem so much more bearable...

thanks dear... miss you so much...

miss your hugs, miss your smiles....

*hugz*
when my rainbow ended, i found you on the other side =)